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A Distant Distance

If Only I had Known


I think of you,

Melt the chains,

And the distance

like I live

In a universe

where you do 

the exact same thing

to me,

without realizing.


If only I had known

the theory of everything

ceased to exist,

perhaps I would have

spent more time in the ocean

laughing out loud.


I can't hold you

in my arms, 

But you're in my heart.


I can't reach into 

your world and 

bring you closer, 

But you're right here.



Parting


I loved you, 

Like I have loved 

proportionally few

things in my life,

But my determination

caused our dissolution,

And we embraced it;

I embraced it.


May we never betray 

our essence, 

Even if it means 

parting.

May we be wise enough

to discern

if our parting

was a betrayal

to our own essence.


You, I hoped 

could 

see it like I do, 

Without assuming 

I was wrong 

and crazy, 

But you are on

your own path, 

And there is nothing 

to change about that, 

Is there?


Your dear friend 

Apathy 

has gotten the best 

of you, 

Unless you don't let it.


Care for a conversation

that will defy

everything you know 

about yourself? 


I do, but I don't

Not with you, 

But with who you are

meant to become. 

And I found you 

Before you found

yourself, 

And randomness 

moved us to follow

our own 

unique, 

path - 

It's okay to let go


The Universe's POV


You would not 

get it otherwise

you had to defy

and choose yourself

over everything else

and that meant

that other part of you

you did not know

how to cultivate

in yourself

yet


Let's see

what the universe 

has got in store

for you unfolding

epic story

shall you find 

Frank Ocean and Mac Miller,

Business and Philosophy,

Critical Thinking 

and attract

what you will

for there is

nothing else 

to be done


Randomness


Everything is random

And the connection

Is actually mutual

Lived experience,

In truth, we are not

In control of anything

We just get it

In its spontaneous

Inherent

Dynamism


The most meaningful

levels of connection

Just happen

And the reason

We can recognize it

As our essence

Is because

It is the essence

Of our

Inherent

kinetic

Mechanism


And if we had

The power

To determine

What happens

We would not

See love

Or wisdom

Or anything

At all

That can open

Our eyes

To the

Inherent

Dynamism

Of life


The patterns that are

still unfolding

are meant to be

unpredictable

for life is

an ever-lasting

innovation method

of life itself

and its nature

in the cosmos


To write

what is

being written

is a lot of

fun

the essence

of its expression

of gratitude

to randomness

and love

for

letting life

be understood

as an ever-flowing

and surprisingly

sensible mechanism

that would not

be

explainable

by any other

set of

concepts

of freedom

other than

randomness

or free will

causing

human

uncontrollable

behavior

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